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[06 Oct 2008|12:01am] |
Cause I don't want to come back down from this cloud. It's taken me all this time to find out what I need.
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[05 Oct 2008|09:37pm] |
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everyday i love you less and less. i can't believe once you and me did sex. it makes me sick to think of you undressed since everyday i love you less and less. and everyday i love you less and less. you're turning into something i detest. and everybody says that your a mess, since everyday i love you less and less.
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[06 Oct 2008|12:10am] |
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If you want something to play with, go and find yourself a toy. 'Cos baby, my time is too expensive and I'm not a little girl. If you are serious, then don't play with my heart, it makes me furious. But if want me to love you, then baby, I will. You know that I will. So tell it like it is, don't be ashamed, let a little conscience be your guide. But I know deep down inside of me I believe you love me, forget your foolish pride.
You know life is too short to have sorrow. You may be here today and darling, you may be gone tomorrow. So you might as well get what you want. So go on and live, baby, go on and live. Tell it like it is. I'm nothing to play with, you better find yourself a toy. But I know deep down inside of me I believe you love me, but I'm not your little girl. Tell it like it is 'cos oh, I love you, I love you, I love you and there's nothing I can do about it.
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[05 Oct 2008|08:46pm] |
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everyday i tell myself i'm sane,like a water color painter painting in the rain.everyday she flows right through my veins and my song remains the same.
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[05 Oct 2008|12:59pm] |
And the old bull goes, "Let's walk down that hill and fuck all of those cows, dig?" You know, like he ain't been in town long or something. I dunno. And I tried to tell you before that that's why I left California.
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[05 Oct 2008|05:39pm] |
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i'm mainly looking for an active au twilight rp, in other words: no loch ness monster. thanks for your help! :]
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[04 Oct 2008|10:25pm] |
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I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale. I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet, lead her up the stairwell this ain't Hollywood, this is a small town. I was a dreamer before you went and let me down. Now its too late for you and your white horse to come around.
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[05 Oct 2008|01:16am] |
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i want you, but i'm not giving in this time.
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[02 Oct 2008|11:41pm] |
Healing comes so painfully and it chills to the bone. Will anyone get close to me? I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know. I'm scared and I'm alone. I'm ashamed and I need for you to know. I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say and you can't take back what you've taken away 'cause I feel you. I feel you near me. There's mending for my soul, an ending to this fear. Forgiveness for a man who was stronger. I was just a little girl, but I can't go back. I must go on.
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[01 Oct 2008|11:20pm] |
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Maybe I could be the one they adore, that could be my reputation. It's where I'm from that lets them think I'm a whore; I'm an educated virgin.
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[01 Oct 2008|07:57pm] |
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For all the pain, and the sleepless nights .. for all the tears, and all the endless fights .. for all the cheating, and for all the times you used me, fell through, weren't true, fuck you.
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[01 Oct 2008|06:35pm] |
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and now i'm walking in the park, all of the birds they dance below me. maybe when things turn green again it will be good to say you know me. oh it's taking so long, i could be wrong, i could be ready. oh but if i take my heart's advice, i should assume it's still unsteady. oh i'm never really ready, yeah, oh, i'm never really ready. i'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there.
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[01 Oct 2008|11:53pm] |
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You've got to tolerate all those people that you hate. I'm not in love with you, but I won't hold that against you.
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[01 Oct 2008|01:09pm] |
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"If this was the Cold War we could keep each other warm," I said on the first occasion that I met Marie. We were crawling through the hatch that was the missile silo door and I don't think that she really thought that much of me. I never had to learn to love her like I learned to love the bomb, she just came along and started to ignore me. But as we waited for the Big One I started singing her my songs, and I think she started feeling something for me. We passed the time with crosswords that she thought to bring inside, "What five letters spell "apocalypse?" she asked me. I won her over saying, "W.W.I.I.I." She smiled and we both knew that she'd misjudged me. Oh, Marie, it was so easy to fall in love with you, it felt almost like a home of sorts or something. And you would keep the warhead missile silo good as new and I'd watch you with my thumb above the button.
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[01 Oct 2008|01:57pm] |
moving journals, obviously. i'm going add the majority of you however, do this so you can have dewees removed from your friendslist
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[01 Oct 2008|11:49am] |
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so i'm reading this magazine and it has a little mini-article on this palette of eyeshadows called the bengal palette and it's supposed to be from a company that is trying to stop the illegal trafficking of tigers and shut down tiger farms in china, and it says there are fewer than 4,000 tigers left in the wild :( so i look at the price and its $117 and i'm thinking okay well it's so expensive because the money is going to a good cause, maybe i'll buy it! and then i read on and it says only FIVE PERCENT of funds go to the foundation and i was like lol what??? THATS RIDICULOUS UGH IT MAKES ME SO MAD ELFJLEKJ w/e i'm just going to continue to donate to aspca and wwf >:{
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[01 Oct 2008|11:29am] |
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give me something to believe in, a breath from the breathing. so, write it down or don't think that i'll close my eyes. 'cause lately i'm not dreaming, so what's the point in sleeping? it's just that at night, i've got nowhere to hide. to the sleepless this is my reply... i will write you a lullaby.
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[01 Oct 2008|03:14am] |
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mysteries of destinies they are somehow, and are someway, for all we know they come tomorrow. for today my eyes are open, my arms are raised for your embrace. my hands are here to mend what is broken, to feel again, to walk on the face. i believe there is more to life, oh i love you much more than life. and still, i believe i can change your mind, revive what is dying inside. and someday, someday we'll be together.
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[30 Sep 2008|05:53pm] |
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Would love to find a good Edward for a PSL. Mine have all disappeared on me. :( Check the journal to comment/read my wants and ideas. :)
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[30 Sep 2008|05:54am] |
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i can't even put into words this feeling inside my chest, this straining and yearning when you aren't near, this itching in my palms and ache in my fingers when i'm craving your kiss, cupping my hands around your face. we're having a baby, you say it feels like a boy and i won't discredit you. you looked so gorgeous asleep on the couch, wrapped in a throw with your hair covering your face like the mask you took off for me. i'll walk with you to the ends of the earth, helping you over the rough parts because you deserve so much better than the card you've been dealt.
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